As I thought of what to write a tremendous feeling of sorrow and loss washed over me. I have lost my beautiful sister-my brother has lost
his beautiful wife-my children have lost their wonderful Aunt. Where do I even begin ? She came into our lives like a gentle breeze. Time spent with her was always joyful for she brought love with her wherever she went.
It took a brief moment for her to win our hearts. Her smile could warm up any room. She was all grown up yet she saw the world with an innocence most of us have long since put aside. All who are reading this knew Nilaya –her spirituality-her gentleness-her positive outlook on life were infectious. She brought out the best in those around her. There were times when she was gone, yet when when she returned , it was as if she never had been away. I can hear her voice in my mind now –so sweet with her little accent. I long to talk to her again. It was much too soon for her to leave. So many of us needed her. She also gave my father the love of a daughter. His death was a terrible blow to her and she grieved as much as we did. I know that wherever she is, she is with him. She called him “Joe” in her own special way. I so regret the fact that our lives separated when she worked in Mexico. How I wish she were back here with us again.
With a true passion for life, she has helped thousands of people: educators, executives, administrators, health specialists, business owners, teachers and parents to access their innate abilities. By teaching them how, right or wrong, they are the ones who create their own reality, Nilaya shows how to consciously direct the human energy towards reaching goals and, by awakening true potential, they can thereby create success in their careers, balance their lives, deepen their relationships and find the true happiness they deserve. She helps people to awaken unto themselves and opens a new way to self-learning, imparting wisdom and bestowing trust so that they, themselves can make their dreams become reality.
Nilaya's vision is to awaken the individual, social, and global life consciousness so that human beings can become harmonic co-creators in this world.
Many times during our lives we feel moments in which experiencing and just walking through life becomes very difficult, painful and complicated. Very often, we perceive humanity as a heavy, painful and unexpressed weight. We follow the norms, rules, patterns we have learned to follow as a path to success only to find frustration, loneliness, temporary happiness and just the slightest bit of understanding of how we really function.
Over and over we look for the answers outside of ourselves. We hope that a relation-ship, a business, having money and power and acquiring things will help us to understand and make us feel better. However, looking for the answers on the outside just gives us more complicated answers to try to understand. Looking for answers in
the external world will give us even more frustrations because the answers we find are always related to our very own three-headed monster: Our past, our future and our fears.
We need to develop the desire to caress our own internal world, the world where true power exists. It is there where you can discover who you are meant to be and find the direction for the life that is your destiny.
Inside us is the map for the way back home. Our past, our future and our fears exist only within our heads. We allow them to exist because we still don't find personal significance or connection with something of deeper meaning. Thus we fill our lives with work, relationships, satisfying bodily needs and desires, concern with our looks and chasing success. All these things are meaningless if we are not connected with our true power, the power that is our essence; that is our Being. This Being that is just within ourselves.
I do my thing and you do your thing
I am not in this world to
live up to your expectations,
and you are not in this world to
live up to mine.
You are you
and I am I
and if by chance we find each other,
And it was...
“You should always leave loved ones with loving words...
It may be the last time you see them.”
A quote taken from Nilaya's Site.
Fly Gently Beautiful Nilaya
You will always be in our hearts
Forever and one day more...
Nilaya and "PaPa" Joe
"Together in the Stars"
Nilaya's Synchronicity Centre for Transformation,
The first Spiritual SPA in Mexico.
Look up into the starry sky
You may sense me flying by
Look out on a bright sunny day
It’s not true that I’ve gone away
Don’t you know I will always be near
Can’t you feel my love for you so clear
I see the tears flow from your eyes
I hear your soul as it silently cries
My arms reach out to send you love
The message dispatched from a star above
You may think that we are far apart
When really I am as close as your heart
Look through your soul and you will see
My love for you will always be.
I'm just a whisper in the wind away
We will be together forever and a day
© Carol Ross aka CareWolf